I spent more than I should have today and now I feel like crap. I planned to spend 40, but spent 62. Yeah I know rebel oooh, but really that little bet extra makes me feel crappy for buying myself things while kid xmas shoppig…my anxiety is just in overdrive over 20 freaking dollars, i know that sounds dumb. I almost cried on the way home, i need a drink. Wtf is wrong with me wish i could just do something for once without feeling unwarranted guilt.
I dont want to go back to work, but the lack of second income is making us use the credit card again